Life is too short to be forgotten.

Wow a lot can change within the space of 24 hours.

Recently one of my best friends brother died. When I say recently, I mean, Sunday afternoon I was asking her about him. Monday evening I get a phone call, he has been killed in a car crash. 26 years-old.

Life can really be unfair.

I have never before dealt with grief or grief stricken people. I have been blessed to be surrounded by healthy loving people. I have never attended a funeral nor helped a person grieve.

This will be a tough week upon my best friend and all I can pray is that God gives me the right things to say at the right time.

At this time I have notice that straight away people are like you believe in your God, that he is so good. then why would he do this? Why would he take away my brother?

I ask you how do I answer this. All I think is that God has his reasons. But you can't say that to someone, that is simply rude and disrespectful.

Life's insides //

Not much worth to write at the moment. Life is simply ticking a long nicely. I have come to realise that, in the future, any career that I have, MUST include outdoors work, travel, change, volatility.

Something where by the end of the day you are like "wow", how on earth did my day turn out like this? For bad or for worse.

Last night for instance I attended the trots with my family and learnt how to gamble, along with my 9-year-old brother. It was a lovely evening. After which I then became quite inebriated with my best friend, and we caught up with

a lot of old friends we hadn't seen in awhile.

My prospects for this week are quite simple, go to work each morning, attend a few appointments, celebrate Australia Day and make the best of living in this little town called Bunbury.

Vanity Sanity

For the last two weeks my Dad and younger brother Eli, have been in New Zealand. By the sounds of it Dad’s missing home; simply he doesn’t like not knowing what’s happening every where every second. Whereas Eli’s coming home an adrenaline junky; sky diving, white water rafting, bungee jumping in the last a few weeks. His heart has probably beeped in the same amount as it has in his whole 15 years of existence in the last two weeks.

Whilst I have been at work. Everyday. Earning money. For Europe.

There’s not much flow to my blogs, or my writing topics. So to maintain this disorganised idea hopping, try not to get to confused or lost!

My favourite thing in the entire world right now is this handbag- it should not even be labelled a hand bag- it is like an extension of a being, my being. When I buy it.

Now this is where I am extremely torn. I want this hand bag very badly. Lets do the pros and cons:

Pro: it is a bold black colour and as such will go with anything.

Con: it costs $79.99

Pro: The gold/silver will go with my entire wardrobe.

Con: I’m saving for Europe.

Pro: This can be my Europe handbag, the size is perfect for cramming, camera, food, water, wallet.

Con: I have to either order it online and it will take week to get here, or go to Perth with Mum on Friday and pick it up. BUT then risk buying more prettyyy things.

Note: pro 1 and pro 2 may be interpreted to meaning the same thing; however to a person that understands fashion, this is an extremely large distinction. It is the equivalent to a computer specialist (geek) comparing a Mac to Microsoft. Xbox to play station. You get my flow.

My next current obsession is hair. Vanity. Not a good thing. But I’m stuck in it at the moment.

My best friend tasked me with the challenge of learning how to do a rainfall plait. Its really a very pretty hair style and im half way to conquering it. It just takes time like all nice hair styles to get the braid tight enough so that the style sticks!

Impatience.

I don't care if I don't get in. I'm over waiting. So today I shall start hestitantly exploring through the places I must/need/want/why not go to!

Budgeting- I'm pretty reasonable with money, friends may disagree but that's alright its not them that will go hungry, if I decide to buy that bag instead of eat for a week. I'm not going to fade away.

Le Waiting Game//

Currently I'm playing the waiting game. There are so many things I want to organise, but I have to wait. Wait til a decision has been made. The end of january. D-Day.

But at the moment lifes been steady. Steady, what an odd adjective for it. but well it has been. Working 5 days a week, catching up with friends, reading, runnning, and hanging with the family.

You always hear of those people that could think of nothing worse than 'hanging with the rents', including the Mum, Dad, older brother, and not one little brother but two. But we have a blast. We're not the brady bunch that live in la la land. But a little fighting keeps things exciting :)

Who likes peace anyways?

FYI one of my favourite articles. EVER.

For the first time in my 19 and half years of existence I had my hair substantially dyed this week. It doesn't look that much different for the price, but i do love it- very natural!

Shirts.

Don't feel like talking gibberish tonight.

The pictures say it all :)

Ticker keeps ticking.

A new year. New challenges, new opportunities, new things! I love new years. Even though really theres nothing that changes, apart from the date, but hey that changes everyday as well.

I have a feeling that this year is going to be spectacular! Who knows what might happen?

At the moment a few things are going on in my life, but I'll update you about that at later date, when it's old news!

Heres one thing though. I had the house to myself New Years. It was fantastic!